The past few days have been rough. I am easily frustrated and I’m dying for a cigarette. Nothing too interesting has happened. My car was back in the shop today, but they said that everything looked fine. I have been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately. I am taking a sleeping pill, but I think that is what is causing the vivid dreams. Sometimes my dreams are so vivid that in my next dream, I tell people that I had this crazy dream and it is my previous dream. It’s really weird.
I cleaned out my storage locker over the weekend. Cleaning out means I moved some boxes to my parents’ basement and all the furniture and trash is still in there. I know Dan wants my kitchen table and I am trying to convince him that he also wants my lovely green couch. But the rest of the stuff needs to go. I do want to replace my bookshelf in my room to the bookshelf that is in my storage locker, but I don’t know if I will actually do that. And I love my desk, but I know I can get another one. So pretty much I want to keep every piece of furniture that is in my storage locker, but obviously I can’t.
Finding all of Boo’s stuff wasn’t as emotional as I thought it would be. It was just kind of sad and it reminded me how much I want another pet. That is the end goal of all this quitting smoking. I am sad that it is not going to be Boo again, but hey every pet makes people happier. I do need give Boo’s new owner all the paperwork I have on him. I did find so treats too, but I just put them in the trash pile because I am sure they are stale. I must also keep in mind that Boo probably does not even remember me. He has forgotten all about me and is happy in this new home.
I am looking forward to having a puppy that will be Dan’s and mine. We kind of know what we want but in the end I am sure that we will be opened minded when we go actually looking for one. And it is a long way off. I mean it’s not even March yet so we have all of spring and most of summer to go through before we actually get a puppy. Plus in the meantime I need to quit smoking and finish this semester and the summer semester. I am grateful that it is a long way off because then it will teach me patience (or at least I hope).
I really have nothing else to really say…yeah okay I am done.
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